As you can see I tend to not update often. I haven't posted recently either, as far as I recall. I don't come here and check things as much as I used to because I'm just not used to having any response, then, after a few years of a piece being up, it gets faved or commented on and then I have trouble remembering the work. So for everyone who has recently faved or commented, thanks, really, they're old pieces, I figured their time was up but I guess not. That's actually pretty cool.

So I should get to posting more on here, and believe me, as soon as I have time I shall. I realize that I miss the old dA, and the old deviants, like Brad and Paul and Mark and Renee, though I'm sure Renee is still around, Brad and Paul aren't and Mark...last I heard he joined the army, I think. It's sad. Oh well. This new batch of deviants are pretty cool too.

Lately my head hasn't been where it should be, this worries me. It's getting harder and harder to pretend that I can function, to convince people that there is nothing unusual going on in my head. So I'm going to go and find out what is wrong, get some help. To everyone offering suggestions: yes, i am getting enough sleep, no, i don't need to get off the drugs, haven't done any in AGES and no, i'm not in love. That last one was the stupidest possibility. Ick. Let's not get into the whole discussion about why I don't love people like that. Sure I love my friends and I love objects and concepts but romantically? Forget it. Go through what I went through, then tell me if you can love, even trust, a person of the opposite sex again. Anyways, that is all, I need to get to work.

Thanks again.